The Forgotten


Maybe they all think I can’t find anything to be happy about in this new year. Maybe it felt silly to them to wish me a happy new year? Last year I found myself with over 60 messages of blessings and well wishes for my family and I. This year I literally got one. New Years are usually full of hopes , dreams and plans for the year to come. But this year I already know parts of my path. It starts with a cloud of pain and unknowing. This year I’m trying to stay positive and prepare for the fight of my life, for my life. I put my faith in God today and pray his will is that I live. I pray he has a future in mind for me and this is not it. I pray to watch my daughter graduate from TK and to see her start kindergarten and turn 6. I pray for another Easter, Mother’s Day and Christmas. I pray for strength while I fight. God draw me close and let your spirit breathe on me.

Danean sent you a prayer.
Danean sent you a hug.
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You got to this year and you can many more im nine years and each year I pray to see the next yes Im very positive but like everyone Im human and have bad days worrying about my children I have a son and two daughters and all we all want is to see them grow.Mine give me the strenght and courage even words can not just to look and listen to them make things most normal. I have a few parts of me removed at this stage and the scars to match these are only surface but a reminder at the same time of what we have been through they make me stronger now they used to make me dislike what i saw in the mirror as a women, but as i said surface the real me is whats in my heart and mind and that makes me feel strong and loved even by myself. Going through this makes life diffferent better more meaningful, makes you you think is it the only way to grow become wiser, realise whats important, to face death head on. Strange it takes this for us to question ourselves our lives. But im glad i can just speak hear i have never went to a support group had a bit of counselling got nothing from either, felt on my own for years now i can put my thoughts on a page and there out there for someone to see, I think this will help me alot, so if i have alot to say dont mind me i have nine years of thoughts and feelings to get out, but you could see me having a rant about things but thats ok out is better than in.
So a hug to everyone.
Be fierce in your fight and kind your heart.
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Vital Info


January 6, 2018

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Santa Rosa, California 95407

September 27, 1983

Cancer Info

Breast Cancer

Invasive Ductal Carcinoma

December 6

Stage 2

1.1 - 2.0 cm

Grade 3





The unknown. The helplessness. The guilt of knowing my genes could be passed to my daughter.

That I love life but mostly That I love MY life.

Encourage me!

Their time!

Stay active!

Don’t sweat the small stuff!

Lumps on breast. Breast feeling like it was lactating or tingly. Nipple tingles and sometimes feeling like sharp pains through nipple.


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